Thursday, July 14, 2005

Want to live forever?


I have had an obsession with vampires for years. Not to the point that I would play that wierd vampire card game and try to drink people's blood. Wait I did play that game...

That's besides the point. Back to my "semi-normal" vampire obsession. Yes... I would say that it came from Anne Rice, but I think it started earlier... Or my obsession with monsters in general started at a young age. I remember some of my first drawings were of warewolves. I wonder if I could find any of those...

Warewolves have never been as appealing to me though. Who would want to turn into a wolf every full moon? They appear more torurous than fun. I know, vampires kill people and drink blood, but they live forever. There is a certain appeal with that.

It is also cool to think that someone looking like this...




... Ah, I love Lestat. Anyway, it would be cool to think that someone looking like that could come and seduce you into eternal life with him to live as night creatures that feed on the rest of the idiots of the world...

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..... Oh sorry, I was daydreaming. Strange fantasy, right. Maybe not strange, but I am a fanciful idiot sometimes. That reminds me of a dream I had when I was in middle scool.

I dreamed that my band directors were all vampires and chopping off everyone's heads... For some reason John Travolta was with them and he chased me down and I thought he was going to kill me, but instead he started singing "Happy Birthday" to me. It was cool. I woke up wondering, is there a movie of John Travolta as a vampire? I can't think of one, but he'd be a sexy vampire. And also, why was he singing "Happy Birthday" to me? Just another strange dream.

I thought that there was this romantic element to being a vampire. In most horror movies with vampires there is the gorgeous vampire that is searching for his sole mate to spend eternity with... Romantic, but wrong in the same sense.

It is wrong to want that life... Talk about the ultimate betrayal of God. Taking your life to eternal damnation on earth and feeding on the life of all other beings. Pretty wicked.

So here is a question for you: If you found out your soulmate was a vampire, would you wish to stay with them forever or would you believe you take some other form of action? Like would you kill them to save their soul?

Well, I know I'm safe. There's no possibility of Arthur being a vampire. He's passed out behind me as I write. Well, those are simply fantasies of a little girl anyways...

3 comments:

Art said...

Well, I was a vampire once, but I was young and I needed the money.

Anastasia said...

I've got it bad for vampires. wrote my masters thesis on them. i think that answers the question. bad bad.

tim said...

Ahhh El,,, I've been reading so much anne rice lately it is pathetic. Ever since I have been here in VA I have read, well I'm currently on my 8th vamp chronicles book. I started from the beginning and haven't stopped. And now the only book I haven't read so far is Pandora. And that is what i'm gonna read next. Since I'm on the last few chapters of Blackwood Farm I think that the witch series is next on my list. And about the vampire thing...I love anne rice and I even love watching the cheezy buffy and angel series... so if it ever comes down to me finding out my g/f was a vampire. I would take a bite out of that shyt and let her plunge her teeth into my neck and allow her heart and mine to beat as one. To have that instance of divine union that a vampire has with its victim and then have the ever more divine pleasure of vampire and vampire for all of eternity.

just a thought