Thursday, June 30, 2005

Vagina or buffalo?

Arthur told me to title it 'Anna Kournikova's vagina'(Might increase traffic... Not the traffic I want though) and my mother told me that it either looks like a vagina or a buffalo... I think I'll leave it without a title. I don't really give any of my pieces names anyway.

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Going to see War of the Worlds

I was curious what all of the Scientology stuff that has been on the news lately. It's been interesting looking it up. First I started with the Scientology website... You know, see what draws people in. I have trouble believing that people would be drawn in by people stating that psychiatry is evil and that we must learn technologies to be reunited with the alien god... Xenu? Of the Volcano? Maybe I'm reading it wrong, but I will get to that later.

For now, I am going to see War of the Worlds. Regardless of how crazey Tom Cruise is, I still like Spielberg movies. If the actor did the movie himself, say like John Travolta... Then I wouldn't go. But hey, who can resist seeing an alien movie by Spielberg!

I'll let you know how it goes... Plus this Scientology stuff is kind of interesting... I mean crazey. You know, I love reading up on cults:)

The things people will believe....

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Playing with my template and need your input:)

If you are a regular visitor you will notice that I have made a few changes to my blog. This has been kind of a challenge considering I really know nothing about designing a website. I was bored of the green... Its probably the artist in me. I just have to have everything looking the way I want it to. Even now it needs some work. For instance, the header... How do I get it to have just the angel once instead of having it in those block things?

Maybe I'll figure this out later. I was really lucky getting this far. I would just type in random things into the html code on the template and try to put links to my art in different places... It just turned out like this:)

I like it better than it was before. One thing is I like the coloring better. Black and tan... I like green too, but this is more me. That is pretty much the coloring I use with my clothes and my room. Well, there's no black in my room. Doesn't matter.

Well, I do have another question. Which art do you think should go in the background?

1)(The one that's up now... Obviously)






I am sticking with the black and white ones. I just like them best. So please let me know what you think! If you have any suggestions in general on how to make this site look better I'd love to know. As I mentioned before, I am really ignorant in this area.

Well, please comment or I will feel really stupid in asking for your opinion. Any help would be greatly appreciated even if it is, "I like #... better than what you have up now."

Thanks guys!

Cartoon of the day...

(May 18,2005)

I love Ben Sargent:)

Monday, June 27, 2005

Weblog Survey

Came across this on Shades of Gray.

Take the MIT Weblog Survey

It doesn't take long. Help some guy named Cameron at MIT with his research. Go for it:)

Can I do it?

This will probably be one of the last times I let myself blog this late. It really is a bad habit... I mean blogging past midnight. My schedual is messed up. I remember the other day I came outside at 9am to see everyone up and drinking coffee. I was met with shock from both Arthur and my parents. Arthur pointed out that I was waking up three hours earlier than usual. I believe he asked me if I was feeling well. I felt kind of embaressed. I use to start work at 9am.

That is sad... So I will correct this destructive behavior of blogging and drawing at night and sleeping till noon the next day. My mother did point out that it is a good thing to have similar wake hours to those you are around... Especially your significant other. I usually try to follow my mothers advice. But that would be a first if I could get myself up before 7am. I wouldn't know what to do with myself.

I've never been a morning person. I am so use to being a night person. Could my brain actually function properly in the morning? Will I have the energy to get out of bed in the morning to even start this routine....

I will try it. What I will do with my time... If my brain is functioning I will do my work. If not... I can always blog:) That never takes too much brain activity.

I guess that means I should be off to bed. I'm sure I will be writing again in the morning... That is if I can pull my lazy ass out of bed tomorrow.

A couple more things before I go:

1) If you haven't noticed before, I added three more blogs to my "Blogs to check out" list. Here they are and a description in their own words:

500 Words- "A Periodic Commentary On Whatever I Periodically Feel Like Commenting On".

Kill The Goat- "Blogging is just masturbating without the mess. Believe it or not, I haven't gone blind yet, nor are my palms any hairier than usual".

SA Sea Stories(Arthur's blog... He just started)- "Ramblings of a sailor who is landlocked in San Antonio, TX".

2)If you like this blog please click on the ads(just one click is very helpful), if nothing else to help out a broke currently unemployed grad student... How is that on generating sympathy:) Or did I just ruin it. Anyway, I'll probably put up a reminder on the sidebar later.

Love to all and goodnight:)

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Roses on Sunday

Picture I took of some roses Arthur bought me... I love roses. I think its noticable if you see my art here and here.

My mom with the roses. You get the best pictures of people when they don't notice you are taking them.


Saturday, June 25, 2005

Another addiction

I love Harry Potter!

It comes out July 16th!!! Can't wait:)

Friday, June 24, 2005

My home state

Texas has always been my home.

I've never known what part of Texas to call my home though... North Texas, East Texas, West Texas or Central Texas? I've lived in a few locations, but I have never lived out of the state. Not like its hard. Its sometimes difficult for "non-Texans"(if that is a term) to grasp the idea of living in the same state as your parents but still being 8 hours drive away(10 hrs according to mapquest... little do they know). It is its own country... Or at least that is what some Texans wish to believe(I'm not one of them).

Even I, going over seas, would call myself a "Texan" rather than an "American"... Then I get extremly offended when they call me a "Yank". I knew that they wouldn't understand, but I was drunk and I thought they should know that I am from the other side! To top it off, they would then ask about Bush... I'd have to explain that he isn't from Texas. Then they'd be happy with me after that. I'd learned early, foriegners don't like Bush. But that isn't the point. What was the point... Oh yes, the pride in the state. It seems I've brought southern pride into it as well.


There is great pride in this state. Someone told me that it is a myth that Texas is the only state that can fly its flag even with the American flag since it use to be a republic. Then the truth is that there is no standards on how high it must be flown. Texas is the only state asshole enough to fly the flag at the same height as the American Flag, or sometimes higher.

Arthur also pointed out to me the other day how you won't find another state that has so much things you can buy in its own shape. For instance cheese.

Let's see what else... Of course, Texas bathrooms. The popular Texas shower curtain!

I know what you must be thinking, "Why the hell would someone want a shower curtain with the state flag on it?" I have really never figured that one out, but it is popular. I've seen many of them.

So, what is the reason to write on Texas pride? Because I'm a f@#king Texan and I feel like it... Okay, no that won't work. Think El, "You like people coming to your blog, don't scare them off." I know that conscience, thank you for interviening.


Umm... Just thinking about it I guess. I feel like I know so little of the rest of the United States. I always wanted to try living somewhere else... no specific location, but OUTSIDE OF TEXAS. But I've been told that I'll end up wanting to come back... Then I think of Texas pride... Yeah, I am a Texan. I notice I do have pride in the state. As stated above it shows mostly when you are outside of the state. I had a cousin that moved to Detroit and then decided he liked Cowboy boots and wanted to move back to Dallas... I remember him being a rocker with spiked hair as a teenager. Is that what will happen to me? Will I one day wake up and decide that I like cowboy boots and listen to country music?

I shudder at the thought...

Okay, I have to stop this post now. I don't want to give myself nightmares;)

Thursday, June 23, 2005

Around Brenham in the Spring

This is me last spring... right after I had a haircut. Think its too short?

Me with Soja in Brenham

I don't remember when this was taken, but its a picture of Soja and I. I'm dressed up for some reason, probably church; I don't know.

San Marcos

San Marcos
Posted by: lndavis.
Shot of San Marcos river.

One of my addictions

(Picture of Goku)

Yes, I am addicted to DBZ. The addiction isn't as great recently, considering I lost the entire series when I split with my ex... At least I have my Trigun series. I know if you aren't a DBZ fan that you won't know what half of these things mean, but I thought it was funny. I can only hope someone understands it:)

You Know You're Addicted to Dragonball Z When...

You can recite every word of the original Japanese DBZ episodes/movies by heart.

You claim to be an expert on the Japanese language, then get kicked out of Japan on your vacation because all you knew how to do was insult people.

You're convinced the Dragon Balls DO exist, and you begin saving up your allowance to go on a quest to find them.

You take a martial arts class and ask the instructor when Gregory andd Bubbles will be arriving, then pout and demand to speak to King Ki.

You check every morining to see if you've sprouted a tail.

You secretly try to grow Senzu Beans and believe you are succeeding.

You name your cat Karin, and nod wisely whenever it meows at you.

You've almost popped a vein in your forehead trying to will yourself to fly.

You go outside at night, stare longingly at the stars, and sing; Someday My Prince Will Come.

You know that Vegeta and all the other DBZ characters would find you supremely cool and want to hang out with you.

You failed biology class because of your diagram of a Cell.

Whenever there's a severe storm, you nod wisely and say, "Someone's calling the Dragon...."

You can actually spout off a surprising number of phrases in Japanese.

You've gotten up a five a.m. every morning just to watch the replay of the DBZ episode that was on yesterday....even though you already saw it ten times!

During full moons you stand outside screaming until you pass out.

Even if you're in high school and you're a girl, your parents still shop for your birthday and Christmas presents in the same aisle that they shop in for your little eight-year-old brother....the action figure aisle.

You blast down anyone who insults your Saiyan pride.

You burst into tears when a character, ANY character dies, regardless of Dragon Ball Availability

You almost drowned because you stood in the path of an approaching tidal wave, convinced that your Genki Dama summouned it to you

You lose sleep over wondering about Frieza's sexual orientation, possibly due to nightmares

You attacked the guy at the hardware store who looks like Nappa and almost gave him a concussion in your excitement to demand where Vegeta was

You've gotten kicked out of church for standing up in the middle of a funeral and yelling "HEY!!! LET'S JUST GO GET THE DRAGON BALLS!!"

You believe it's possible to focus your ki into a deadly blast if you really wanted to, but are just too exhausted from all the "Powering Up And Customary Screaming" you've done that day

You try to fuse with your friends.

You try to shoot your teacher with a Big Bang Attack.

You dye your hair yellow and claim your Super Saiyan.

You scream at people you don't like and then try to blast them.

You spend hours trying to use the "instant transmission" and only end up with two finger prints on your forehead.

You strap a piece of colored glass over you left eye and laugh at everyone, telling them what pathetic power levels they have.

You start wearing weighted clothing in order to increase you power level.

You throw fisbees at people and yell "distructo disc."

When you have a problem you think "what would Goku (Gohan, Vegita...) do."

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends who are addicted to Dragonball Z.

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On to bed...

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Lazy June

I'm in Brenham for now, and I have promised to stay here until I finish at least one class. I guess I do need some kind of pressure. What have I accomplished in the past couple of weeks?

Well... I've put those nifty little ads on my blog and updated a few times. Umm... I'm sure I've worked on my art, and I've applied for one job. Yeah, not much. Other than that I've seen more movies in these past couple of weeks than I had in the whole past semester. Three of the cool ones:

I've also played plenty of Nintendo.

Legend of Zelda
(I love Zelda)

What else could I do? I didn't have my car with me (good excuse, right?). Man do I have guilt! I feel I have to have an explanation for taking a month off in the summer... Oh well, that's me.

Now I have to work. My mom has been trying to show me how to schedual things on a calendar. Maybe I should have learned this before I started grad school, but it never happened regardless. So I have to organize like a normal human being... shesh. The sad part is that I use to work for a college newspaper, and I still haven't learned the whole deadline thing. Its good I'm not in jounalism anymore. It doesn't matter. I have learned that I will never escape the deadlines... Profs are cooler to you when something is a little late than the newspaper staff. I don't think those people liked me too much... Anyway, I think I'm pushing the Profs' limits.

I've been through quite a bit of change the past couple of months though. Fell in love, lost my best friend, telling all about my ex, and helped lay lamenent flooring in my condo(same day as I lost best friend)... Have I forgotten anything? Oh yes, I almost failed out of grad school , had my birthday, and went to my cousin's graduation. I'd say that is alot. Maybe I did need time off.

Well, there should be more interesting posts in the future. At least I like my writing more when I'm into my studies.

Till then...

Stuck in my head...

"Daddy, what does regret mean?"
"Well son, the funny thing about regret is,
It's better to regret something you have done,
Than to regret something you haven't done.
And by the way, if you see your mom this weekend,
Be sure and tell her, SATAN, SATAN, SATAN!!!"

Friday, June 17, 2005

My dream world

Imagine a place already destroyed by some kind of disaster. That is where I am in this dream.

I was walking to a stream to get some water. All I had was a plate. There was a line of people standing on the other side of this stream. I watched as people one after another scooping their plates for water. I needed to get across to the line. An old man tried to help me across, but I fell in while trying to get to the line. I looked up to see no one really cared, they were still getting water. It looked like I wasn't the only one who had been in the stream.

The sky was cloudy, but there was no percipitation. I looked up and saw a tornado in the distance. Everyone stood there in fright looking towards the oncoming destruction. I heard them saying that maybe it wouldn't come our way. You never know what direction a tornado will go. I decided that I needed to go home. The tornado was coming closer. I knew that it was coming for me, or I thought it was coming for me. Home sounded safer, at least I wouldn't be out in the open.

I ran to my house. The sky was dark, but there was still only the tornado behind me. Once I made it inside the phone rang. I answered it. A womans voice was telling me that the tornado was coming towards the house and she was hoping that I wouldn't be there. I hung up the phone. I saw the tornado through the window. I ran to another room away from the windows and threw myself on my knees with my arms over my head.

I heard the tornado tear into the house. I heard the train noise that I always associated with a tornado. My eyes were closed. Seconds later it was silent. I looked up and I was still in my house. I thought the tornado would take me.

I walked through the house. There was little destruction. There were workers in the kitchen laying floor that didn't believe me when I told them a tornado hit the house. How could they not know?

I walked back to the hole. There were dead bodies everywhere. There were men laying the bodies out next to each other and putting cotton over their eyes. Kind of unusual. I woke up walking through the destruction.

I would hate to be alive in a place that is similar to my dream world. There is constant violence, destruction and war. The place where this dream took place at already looked destroyed, as I mentioned before. I don't know what this is suppose to mean. I have had many dreams resently of tornados. This isn't the first time for me to have these dreams, but I still don't understand them. What is different about my most recent dreams is that I am in an area that is already devistated for some reason. Its not like I'm in a thrid world country, but as if a regular town in United States was hit by some sort of disaster. In all of my dreams I am walking through an area surrounded by bodies at one point.

I need some better dreams. I should be use to this by now. It still disturbs me. I can't help it.

I'll write again later:)

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

I want sleep... But its not happening

I can't sleep...

I feel like ass...

This sucks. When I get a fever my mind seems to shut down... Or I seem to revert to the intelligence of a little kid.

I just tried to play Zelda(the original one) and I keep getting killed! This game isn't suppose to be difficult, but it is right now. Yeah, the simplest things seem frustrating.

There must be something on my mind to write about...

I think I'll try to play more Nintendo.

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Political persuasion

I guess this is true. I'm a political science major, but I've had trouble placing myself within a political party. I truly feel out of place discussing American politics. Since starting grad school, discussing politics has interested me less and less. I just try to keep up enough to vote.

You Are a Conservative Democrat

Frankly, the way most other Democrats behave embarasses you greatly.

You pride yourself on a high level of morals, and you have a good grasp on right and wrong.

It's likely you think America needs to get back to its conservative, Juedo-Christian values.

Why aren't you a Republican then? Because you believe the goverment helps more than hurts.


Save Katie

Okay, I'm not one to keep up with Hollywood couples... But I have to refer you to this site I came across thanks to Jay's blog( check out her blog, its funny!),

I'm sure you've heard of the relationship between Katie Holmes and Tom Cruise... Yes, this is a site to raise money to free Katie Holmes from Tom Cruise:

McLaughlin Cameron Designs invites you to join the movement to liberate Katie, a young, gifted, actress held captive by forces we may never understand. Even one summer of captivity is too long for one so bright!

Check out the cool t-shirts:)

Now that is out of the way I can rest in peace.


On Dogma

Strangely enough the last post on Mary came about from a discussion on Dogma. I'm sure you remember the Kevin Smith movie that brought about the term "Catholicism Wow":

Remember the discussion between Rufus and Bethany? They are discussing the Apocryphal books(and Bethany being related to Jesus):

RUFUS:You've never gotten the complete picture. If they had compiled the material together like they were supposed to, you'd get the whole story. But by leaving text out, the church has presented you people with an extremely sterile and unmoving account of religious history. The Creation, the entire Old Testament, the history of Christ...
RUFUS: He goes from twelve years old to thirty. Whole volumes of text about the eighteen year struggle with His Divine nature prior to His acceptance of it were thrown out, forever lost to the faithful.

BETHANY: I don't buy it. Integral material like that would give people a better understanding of the nature of God. Why leave it out?

RUFUS: Because it was all closely tied in with His family.

BETHANY: His mother and father?

RUFUS: His brothers and sisters.

BETHANY:(beat)Wait, wait, wait - Jesus didn't have any brothers or sisters. Mary was a virgin - that's why it's called the Immaculate Conception.

RUFUS: Mary gave birth to Christ without having known a man's touch - that's true. But she did have a husband. And do you really think he'd have stayed married to her all those years if he wasn't getting laid? The nature of God and the Virgin Birth - those are leaps of faith. But believing a wife never humped her husband - that's just gullibility.

BETHANY:(sudden realization)MARY AND JOSEPH HAD SEX?!?

RUFUS:All the time, from what I understand. Jesus used to tell me stories about hearing them through the walls when He was a kid.(beat)
So you ask why you got tapped. I'll tell you why:a Christ was the salvation of this world once before. And you're the closest thing to a Christ that still walks.


RUFUS: The blood that flows in your veins shares a chromosome or two at the genetic level with the man you call Jesus.
(hand on her shoulder)
You're His great-grand-niece.

Bethany's jaw drops. A high-pitched squeak of a word escapes her lips.

JAY:(takes a hit from his joint)So... that would make Bethany part black.

I had to leave in that last part... its just funny.

To the point...

I discovered the other night how little I know of Mary. I was listening to a conversation the other night on the status of Mary in the Church and this movie was brought up several times. I guess because it was between a Catholic and a Baptist?

So... I honestly never thought much of Mary having sex after marriage. It seems it is important to the Catholic Church though.

I answer that, Without any hesitation we must abhor the error of Helvidius, who dared to assert that Christ's Mother, after His Birth, was carnally known by Joseph, and bore other children. For, in the first place, this is derogatory to Christ's perfection: for as He is in His Godhead the Only-Begotten of the Father, being thus His Son in every respect perfect, so it was becoming that He should be the Only-begotten son of His Mother, as being her perfect offspring.


With this subject I thought it a little hard to believe myself that a man and woman would be married and never have sex.... I thought the main importance was that Mary gave birth to Jesus as a virgin. What does it matter after that?

I hated that I didn't have any input on a topic of someone not understanding how Catholics do not worship Mary (not like it is an unusual one). From going over the Catachism and other writings... I can understand how there is confusion.

A question that I have is how is it possible that Mary is free from the stain of original sin? Isn't she still a descendant of Adam?

I don't know. I think I just wanted to put up something on Dogma... I've been crashing at Arthur's place and have watched the movie a couple already because he doesn't have the biggest selection...

I'll write later:)

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Mother Mary

I'm a little tired, but I wanted to put a couple of things up before I go to sleep. It is a subject I know little of (and I can't seem to go on for very long without wanting something new to research), the status of Mary with the Catholic Church.

A couple of things to look at:

Catachism - Mary- Mother of Christ, Mother of the Church
The Transitus Mariae

New to me, or maybe I had just forgotten. Anyway, I'll write later...


Friday, June 10, 2005


I have added more to my blog! I haven't done much with this thing recently... I just feel like playing with it today:)

For starters, three new blog links:

Ancient and Future Catholic Musings- Catholic blog:)
Sideshow- Movie blog:)
What, me worry?- Personal blog:)

Check them out!

I have also added other links. These are other sites that I go to when I'm bored... or for school.

That's it for now!

My computer, drawings and church!

I have my computer working and online! I haven't had that since... I don't know when. It must have been a year ago. I had 8,660 infections on it according to some program Arthur was using... Yes, he was able to get it working pretty quickly. I had given up on it last year and decided to just not use it. That is silly when I think of it. It was one of those things that I had planned to get fixed, but it was never on the top of my list of things to do. I'm not great with computers. Some things I can figure out, but other times I feel like a dumbass with these machines.

Nevertheless, its good news to me! I was excited:) I mean, I can do things like this and this. It's a pain in the ass to use a mac with blogger. Now I get to use a PC again!

Other news... you notice I have a couple more drawings up. I like the watercolor! One I did in color that I actually like... first time for everything. I guess you could call it a colorful angel. It sort of makes me think of a flower as well. The other drawing is my interpretation of "the Fool"... like the one in the tarot deck. Have I ever mentioned that I collect tarot cards? Don't remember.

But here is the Fool card in the Rider-Waite deck(links are so easy now!):

The Fool

Well, tell me what you think... or don't. Its up to you:)

Anything else... Oh yes! I went to a Maronite Catholic Church in San Antonio (link to church here). It was really interesting. I may write about it later:)

Now I feel like drawing again, and I think Soja wants to be taken out.


Quiz: The true me? Could be.

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.
With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.
You think good luck is something you won't attain - you expect bad luck.
The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.
You are not able to relate clearly to others. You tend to become lost in clouds of confusion when attempting a task.
When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Thursday, June 09, 2005

Arthur and I

Arthur and I
Posted by: lndavis.
A picture of Arthur and I taken by Jess awhile back. This is the only picture I have of us... it is probably the only picture of us.

Did this last semester

The fool:)

New watercolor

New watercolor
Posted by: lndavis.
Finished this one last night. Playing with colors!

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

My art

I have all of this art and I don't know what to do with it. Do I hang it up? Do I store it in a drawer somewhere? I don't really know. I get the urge to draw and it keeps me entertained. I get these images in my head and I have to get them down, but to do what with them? It ends up being all of these pages of memories. I like looking at them sometimes. I remember why I drew it... But then what?

I use to think that I could do something with my art. Now it seems like a hobby with no real point. I will still draw and I will still put it up whenever I'm done. I have been working on several sketches recently (as I mentioned in the last post)....

I don't know what I am expecting of it. I am not going into art as a career. I hear too much of the pains of doing so from my brother Matt and cousin Michael. Both of them have or are receiving degrees in art, but are going in different directions.

Maybe I will figure something out. For now, I'm not sure.

Got to go! Will write later.

Saturday, June 04, 2005

More art later

I have little to write about and little time to write in. I love having a computer and being able to go on the internet all the time. Its been one of my favorite hobbies, other than drawing. There's no computer around me most of the time. So, drawing has been my hobby now. I need to draw more anyway... It seems that I don't have any of my sketches anymore. I only have them online. Sad, but I'll get over it.

So next time I'll have more sketches to put up.

I'll write again in a couple of days... Till then...

I'm somewhat normal

Best filler for blogs... Pointless quizzes:)

You Are 50% Normal

(Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal...

Other things you do are downright strange

You've got a little of your freak going on

But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

Sad, but true

Your Deadly Sins

Sloth: 100%

Gluttony: 40%

Wrath: 40%

Greed: 20%

Lust: 20%

Pride: 20%

Envy: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 34%

You will get bugs, because you're too lazy to shoo them off. And then you'll die.

Sloth 100%... Yeah, I am incredibly lazy. That may be a bit extreme though. Its not like I lay around all the time... Wait, I do. Never mind, its acurate.

Friday, June 03, 2005

Tired, going to bed.

Man am I tired.

Had to help put in a new floor in my brother's room. Get done with that, check my site and others. See this(I think its about the eighth comment down). Call Arthur and Viv. Go to my parents hotel room to eat pizza. Have a few beers and finally explain the problems I've been having to my parents. They tell me thier ideas. Very helpful really, I may write more on it later.

Right now I just want to get something out (since Jess bitched me out through the blog and I won't respond on her site). I don't think I've done anything wrong. I don't think I deserve to be bitched out, and that is all.

Now I am going to bed. My blog has been getting rather personal recently. Maybe I can write on something else next time. There isn't much excitment in my personal life. I enjoy my relationship with Arthur... which has probably been taking up much of my time, but I've been told it is really boring.

I'm going to go stay in Brenham for awhile anyways to work on things... less distraction.


Thursday, June 02, 2005

I'm home!

I've been in my own little world with Arthur for awhile. I guess that happens sometimes when you really fall for someone... Or maybe its just me? Let me tell ya though, life's pretty exciting(sarcasm). I've been sleeping in, hanging out with Arthur, eating and drawing. Yeah, that is about it.

I pratically live at his house which is right next to Jess's place, but I have only seen her once this past week. Not that I've been really avoiding people, though I've been a bit antisocial I guess. I don't want to cut myself off completely though. I've learned that can be disasterous. All I've wanted is to be around Arthur for awhile, but that isn't what I want my life to be; just me and him and no one else. I love the guy, but how boring. I'm not saying that is what he wants, we've just been really into each other recently.

So, hmm... the last time I wrote I was going on about how I needed others to know about my past problems and such. I never got around to saying anything more to my parents, but I think my mom had talked to Arthur when I was asleep. She brought it up with him. Strange, but whatever. As long as she likes him I'm cool with it.

That is about it for right now. I'll probably write a little later; I will be home for awhile. Waiting on my parents to show up at my place....