Wednesday, May 11, 2005

So, what do I do now?

What a couple of past... weeks, days? Time has escaped me.

All I know is that I have set myself up to do something that I didn't think I would do for years to come... Get a real job. Yes, it seems that I have had a slight screw up this semester. Don't feel like saying more on that till I get a response from a couple of profs. Still I have my solution, leave grad school for now. What else am I going to do? Hell if I know, I've been escaping this "real" world for a long time. It is scary thinking of anthing outside of what I do now, but I need something else for a time. I need to get the hell out of San Marcos.

But for right now I need to go back to sleep. I have had so little sleep...

I told my parents and they have told me to come home. So I will sleep and then drive on to the lovely town of Brenham, Texas.

Don't know what else to say.

I'll write again later:)


nixonreed said...

Sometimes getting away is the best thing to do. Maybe all you need to do is find what place you want to be in the world. Where you want to make your mark and put all boats in that directions. Dreamers are only those who make no strides to achieve those dreams.

Jessica said...

Well, I wonder why they wanted you to go to Brenham. You just said they wanted you to go home. I wonder if that means permanently or what? I think you should do whatever YOU want to do. Not just what your parents want. You've been through so much in the past year that I'm suprised you could even come this far. Hope everything works out. Laters